7.17.2010

Therapy


Your words and your actions & sometimes your lack of words cut me down and try to destroy me.
I'm ashamed of the number of times i've given you the power to do this.
This week was no exception.
I wonder if this will go on forever?
Today I burned your words.
I watched them turn into ashes &
then i blew them into the atmosphere so that they disappeared into    
n o t h i n g.
zane watched me as i did this.  he supports me.

it felt good.

please stop your toxic madness.

2 comments:

  1. hey. hope your ok. love ya.

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  2. Glad you got "rid" of this that was eating you...burn it, watch it burn, blow it away...now, the hard part is not letting it eat at your brain at night when you're supposed to be sleeping. But take care and stay on the bright side and the happy side of life and don't let any one person or any people that cause you pain to get you down...life is not worth it. Hang in there banana. there are lots of GOOD people out there, don't dwell on the bad ones! Love ya.

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